what do i want to be ?

What I really want to be is a missionary to go and tell God's word of the Bible. It's really hard to read my Bible every day and study every day but what's the difference be tween them reading your bible or studying Their is no difference right well I don't know I guess it doesn't matter tho right ? But I still read my Bible a lot. My Bible is purple and black. I wish I had a pet goat named Barley so I want a brown goat because Barley means brown bear.